Dan,
I da'd this past fall and things are getting better and better all the time. I still haven't been able to look at any other religions ( and I doubt I ever will), but I am learning that there are many good, loving, christian types out there.
And you know what?
Whether they read the bible or not, they're doing things that make me feel there is hope out there. They are living the christian life, not just going to a church and following rules.
I'm just working on cleaning up the negative attitude I developed as a witness viewing the world through gray colored glasses. I no longer want fear and guilt to guide my relationship with my heavenly father.
YOu will feel better in time.
You will make new friends, you will learn new things, make good use of your time and find ways to feel happy and successful in life.
It just takes time and people to talk to, even if it's something as simple as this forum and chatroom.
I hope you continue to talk to us and share your feelings. We've all been there to one degree or another and we want to help. I've enjoyed your posts and look forward to hearing more from you.
Anne